Subject: Kim Taehyung, born December 30, 1995 — Capricorn

Performed: May 23, 2025

Original Post Date: June 5, 2025

Spread: Elemental Alignment, original design by BlueMoonPunch

Time: 3 hours

Details: The Elemental Alignment reading is designed to showcase an individual's energetic alignment and balance with the elements, then compare it to that of that of the Higher Self's alignments.

Past Notes

Earlier in April, I started working on the readings I wanted to do for the BTS Countdown Event, and as I mentioned, there were a few readings that I eventually had to remove from the schedule as they became quite gigantic and there wasn’t going to be enough time to include them with everything else. One of those readings was the BTS Bias Breakdown, which I’ve mentioned a couple of times in earlier posts, and I definitely need to reference some of what came out there for Taehyung and his soul group as a lot of it is really hammering down on aspects of his soul and his conscious mind in pretty negative ways.

Just so you can see the difference, here is the layout for Namjoon’s soul group’s energy signature reading:

And here is the lay out for Taehyung’s soul group’s energy signature:

In case you can’t tell, Taehyung’s soul group is split down the middle showcasing his ACTUAL soul group on the left and what I was simply referring to as “The Destroyers” based on their main card on the right. Taehyung was the only one to have a split group like this. As you can see, on the side of The Destroyers they are shown to be associated with Migraine, Inspiration, Disease, Loyal Heart in reverse, Distress, Action, Drugs/Alcohol, Capricorn, and Suicide. On the left side, the side of his actual soul group, they are associated with The Thread, Power, Passion, Yin (Divine Feminine), Phases, Home, Learning, Jumping Lives, and Rich.

I have been talking FOR YEARS about the negative impact and influence certain people have on Taehyung, specifically in the realm of his self-perception and overall identity, and FOR YEARS I’ve been watching this get worse and worse despite his own soul’s effort to heal on a higher level and his conscious level efforts to step outside of the box he’s been put in. Like, I’m so pissed off about this but it’s to a point of numbness because of what came through for the reading above and what has come through here for Taehyung’s Elemental Alignment, specifically what came through in contact through the inner world or through his soul, suggests that we’re about to watch someone completely unplug from their soul and wither over time.

It seems like all of the higher involvement, their Guides — his individually and the ones associated with the group — are at a loss of what to do or how to fix this because so much of it has rooted into the conscious mind and, for the sake of self-preservation, it looks like Taehyung has disconnected his awareness of his own subconscious mind, meaning he’s disengaging from his own emotional responses to things, how things affect him. It’s almost like he WANTS to be a doll because it hurts less, it’s less exhausting, it’s less of a fight to just give in and be whatever people want him to be, whatever will get him approval or favor.

In the BTS Bias Breakdown, I circled an entire section of my notes and wrote “hauntingly biblical.” For the sake of not taking up too much time and to not take away what needs to be discussed in relation to other elements of this reading, I will include my notes on this for reference here, but I will be going into more detail about it when I actually get around to writing the BTS Bias Breakdown.

[Notes from BTS Bias Breakdown — Taehyung]

4 pointed arrow shooting upward
Google: Four blade arrow — “arrows of revival are the faithful believers who do not look back” — refers to believers who want to move forward with their faith and do not want to look back on past mistakes or regrets.
“Arrows often symbolize God’s judgment and wrath upon sinful nations.”
SATURN = GOD = KARMIC RETRIBUTION
Visual — Taehyung attempts to shoot the arrow upward at God/Universe/or the World, will inevitably shoot himself as the arrow falls straight back down toward him — I heard “an arrow shot upward will split the spine” — Split identities, one of ego and one of soul, the soul will separate, peeled out of the body through an open wound, the ego will take over. Perpetual blindness to the self. Damage that can’t be undone.
SACRAL CHAKRA — Soul Body position.
Deliberate creation and projection — his energy center still rules over this in the body, he rules over the most honest and primal form of self-identification and self-realization, his soul disconnecting and not being able to do this puts the whole line at risk. May require necessary removal. They’re looking at him like he’s a tumor.
Lower energies, lower consciousness latch onto this energy field of self-identification and self-realization, but they do not have the capacity to use as it is intended — they can not self-actualize, they don’t have the capacity, so instead they project onto him to such a degree that he himself loses his identity. This corrupts the soul’s standing as the ruler of self-identification and self-realization. — They were the first to shoot the arrow, Taehyung got his arrow from them, from The Destroyers. Their arrow split his identity before it “came back down” and split them. This is where that split in the soul began.
His ego mirrors them, their egos mirror him — perpetual distortion and corruption.
The higher soul — “last resort” — shoot himself, intentional separation of the soul from the body, intentional separation of the soul from the Soul Body.
SELF-SACRIFICE — Higher soul sacrifices position in the body, conscious level sacrifices personal identity, lower souls, The Destroyers, bathe in the blood — Self damnation.
SELF-ACTUALIZATION — the key — “can’t do it.”
#604 (visual) — 6 is free will, self-actualizing into 4D reality — 0 is the void, can’t make it happen. Flashing 666, Capricorn, Child of Saturn, The Devil card, wrongfully demonized, Taehyung’s image has been painted into something his soul does not fit, his conscious mind is abiding by it. Necessary disconnect.
SPLIT THE GROUPS — The Thread/The Saviors/Soul Group — The Destroyers/Yuck/Leeches
The Destroyers — Killers 23-5, stagnating the whole Soul Group, affecting entire system within ARMY soul group, infection — possibly the epicenter of the main Soul Group’s severe frequency drop and social chaos.
The Saviors — souls here to progress with Taehyung, currently at a standstill, energy put toward anchoring Taehyung’s heart, attempting to keep his soul intact.

[End Notes]

Notes From Inner World

So, obviously, with all of that in mind, I definitely wanted to try and see if I could get any kind of direct connection to Taehyung’s higher aspects, but as you know, that’s always a bit tricky so I had to play it cool. Rather than attempting to enter his space, I laid out an open space, an invitation for him to enter mine under the supervision and protection of my Guides, his Guides, the whole thing. I wasn’t expecting much, but there was a quick bit of connection that occurred and I tried to just move with it, not force it any one way, but it left me quite… upset. To say the least.

It started with knocking, as if he was knocking on the door to get it, attempting to announce his presence which was already odd because something about it felt timid which is not a word I would use to describe his energy on this level most of the time, but it made sense later on. The set up of this place visually was very simple, just a blank room with a table, I’m sitting on one side, there’s an empty chair on the other. Very suddenly, boom, he’s there, but he looks quite different than I remember. He looked very small, thin, and quite disheveled. There were noticeable burns on his neck, chest, and hands, holes ripped and burned through the shirt he was wearing.

I was waiting for him to talk but when it seemed like he wasn’t going to, I just asked, “what happened to you?” He put his head down, seemed to shrug and shake his head, and then, without looking up, he just held his hands out over the table. They were shaking, severely burned, skin looking like it was about to slide off. It reminded me of how Hoseok’s soul looked, how his energy looked during the Soul Body manipulation back in the day, evidence of severe damage on an energetic level. I remembered the healing process, the use of Water to cool and heal energy centers back then, so I attempted to do that there. I took his hands and just ran water over them, tried to have it go through his body but there were blocks, and it almost felt like he couldn’t hold it, or didn’t have the capacity for that high of a frequency. Because of that, I kept it superficial and focused on his hands and forearms, his skin, and let it run over until his skin seemed healed enough to not be literally falling apart. I also attempted to get him to drink some of the water as well because I just really felt like he needed to have it in the body as well. He tried but it seemed like it didn’t or wasn’t able to swallow, it sputtered out and ran down his face. I’m not sure if that helped anything.

After that, he just held his hands in his lap and kept his head down. A few times one of his Guides stepped in just as I was about to say something or ask something, them stopping me to say, “he has something to say.” He wasn’t saying anything, but I kept looking at him, looking over the burns, and I noticed on his hands, the burns were coming back. It looked like the burning was happening from the inside out, as if there was fire moving through his veins and burning through his skin. So I said, “are your insides burning?” He finally looked up like he was going to say something, but his mouth just sort of hung open, and his eyes kept getting wider and wider like he was about to panic. I was getting a little nervous with this so I asked if one of the Guides, mine or his, could assist with the communication.

Someone stepped in, one of his Guides, and said simply, “this one was put together, he’s not all there.” I was confused for a bit, but then it was shown to me what they were talking about and, to be honest, I don’t know if I saw this right because this doesn’t seem like something you should be able to do, but then again, what the hell do I know?

They showed me something that looked like some kind of genetic experiment situation in a laboratory. They demonstrated something that looked like Taehyung’s soul, or what was available to use, being forcibly merged with the Ego in an attempt to raise the Ego, illuminate the subconscious space, and pull Taehyung’s conscious awareness back into himself and back toward his soul. That was the goal, but judging from the situation, that is not what was happening. The Ego was inflamed, it was already burning, the sense of self and identity was already being eaten away, and they attempted to save it by forcing it into one half of Taehyung’s split soul. That’s who was sitting in front of me, one half of Taehyung’s soul that was burning from the inside out as a result of being forcibly merged with an inflamed Ego of his conscious counterpart. Wild shit, huh?

This kind of pissed me off even more because what the fuck? For one, HOW? For two, WHY? For three, WHO APPROVED THIS? This doesn’t seem like a thing that can be done or should be done.

But obviously, I try not to get too ruffled up when I’m actually in contact because that can throw things off quite a bit, so in a very nice and very polite way, I asked his Guides, “why did you do this, and why did you do it in this way?” Their response was given with a visual of the Soul Body and the process of revival. Taehyung is not in a position to be put through an incubation phase like some of the others where they are receiving new codes or “upgrades” in their souls to handle new missions or progressions, and his soul is not in tact enough to be operating as a generator like Jin, which seems to be what he’s supposed to be doing. The separate layers of consciousness, which were being marked with his soul, his Ego, and his conscious mind, are, or were, so separated that they could have registered as all belonging to completely different people with no relation at all.

They seemed a bit desperate to clarify that they didn’t know that this would be the result of the forced merging, they didn’t know it was going to cause this much pain and damage to the soul. They assumed the soul, even if it’s only half, would have been able to be high enough frequency that it would overpower and suppress the Ego. Unfortunately, it seems that Taehyung’s soul in general had fallen quite a bit and this definitive split that has occurred only caused it to drop even more in frequency. This is why they can “register as different people,” it’s not coming through as a higher aspect, it’s nearly resonating on the same level as the conscious mind. It’s almost like the Ego is higher than the soul, and that’s why it appears to be burning through the body of the soul.

They then clarified that it was considered an emergency situation due to the fact that with Taehyung’s conscious mind being so disconnected from his own soul, his own personal passions and inspiration, while his soul is meant to be ruling over creative expression and action in the Soul Body, puts him at risk of losing his position altogether. They seemed to confirm something I had been getting in the BTS Bias Breakdown reading where I was seeing something alluding to the idea of Taehyung’s energy center being removed from the Soul Body as it was beginning to function like a tumor, with the potential to cause the Soul Body to sink or become unstable in its function. The same way that the ARMY soul group is meant to be moving up and away from toxicity over time, so to is the Soul Body, but in both spaces, the epicenter of these negative and chaotic influences of chaos and destruction are directly connected to lower-level consciousnesses, people, who have, like parasites, attached themselves to Taehyung’s image, energy, and soul.

I then asked, “where is he supposed to go?” Like, if he’s taken out of the body, where the heck is he going to be? Like, this is the first time in… FOREVER that they’ve operated as individual souls and they still require a level of tethering because they’re still not TECHNICALLY ready for full separation yet, so WHERE IS HE GOING TO GO? Responding to this, they showed me what looked like new blueprints that would essentially have Taehyung’s energy center operating as and from the same position that Jungkook’s energy center was in the original Soul Body.

In the original Soul Body, Jungkook was the Root of the body, the base of the spine, the last line of separation between the higher aspects and the conscious and physical level aspects. It was one of the reasons he had so many energy lines connected to him back in the day, and it’s one of the reasons why he feels so connected to ARMYs in general, he is the first line of connection, he is the part that anchors them into the physical reality. They were suggesting that the best case scenario would be that they could get Taehyung to operate in that position, but rather than holding direct connections, he would be operating mainly as an anchor which would take his superficial focus and disconnect from the soul from being a major detriment to his operation and turn it into something that ensures physical deliverance.

I was still confused by this because the new Soul Body is being described as “etheric” and not holding the same structure as it was previously, and there’s still an issue of the people who are fusing themselves to him having access to the Soul Body and the soul group. So, I asked them to explain and they showed me something that looked like a satellite dish, something planted on Earth, that was positioned and pointed straight at another solar system. This dish, which would be Taehyung, would be able to pick up frequencies and transmissions from the solar system, the new Soul Body, and transmit them or broadcast them on a conscious level. He, however, would not be able to communicate himself or send anything upward, he would only operate as a receiver, an anchor, a stationary echo chamber for the Soul Body. His soul would not play a role in the Soul Body or on a conscious level. He would just be a conduit. And he would still be open and vulnerable, perhaps even more so, to parasitic leeches on a conscious and energetic level. There would be no extra protection for him as everyone and everything would be focused on protecting the Soul Body.

I had to sit with this for a bit because I was really overwhelmed and was very upset because the whole time, I have, at least part of, Taehyung sitting in front of me looking like he’s just shrinking in on himself the more they talk and show me what they’re trying to do. This soul has been broken into pieces and is now being burned from the inside out all because parasitic people latched onto him and made him hate himself so much that he cut off his own awareness of the parts of him that were “weird” or “annoying,” the parts that don’t “match his face.” PARTS THAT ARE LITERALLY HIS SOUL. Like, this wasn’t done by some heavy influence in the Universe or some kind of cosmic war or whatever the fuck, this was caused by PEOPLE. His soul could be permanently damaged because of self-centered, self-hating PEOPLE who decided Taehyung was nothing more than their doll to play with and he’s about to pull the final plug on himself and just let go of all of it. On a conscious level, he’ll be fine, I’m sure, just… I mean, I guess we’ll have to see, but for the most part I would assume he’d just drift a little bit, a slight dimming effect to his overall being, and possibly a noticeable acclimation into certain spaces or groups that most people, right now, may think he would never touch, but you know. A man can drift pretty far when he lets go of his soul.

I then asked Taehyung’s soul, “Is there anything specific you’re trying to do? Do you need help with anything?” He looked up at me for just a second before putting his head back down and laying his hands out over the table like he did before. The burns were back, the skin looking like it was about to fall off again. I did the water thing again, tried to get it as far down into the skin as I could, tried to get it further up the arms, but there’s a resistance or a pressure that builds up at some point, making it look very painful, so again, I settled on keeping it on the surface. And again, he pulled his hands back and held them in his lap.

I gave it a few minutes, just trying to settle into the space more, before I asked, “is there anything you want to say? It can make it out to the conscious mind.” I was referring to the element of transmission through readings where if something is said outloud or written out, just by that alone it can kind of “take a short cut” to the conscious awareness, kind of like invisible radio waves passing through the mind and encouraging certain realizations or inspiration.

All he said, very quietly, was, “why does it have to hurt?” and “I don’t know where the rest of me is. I don’t think I exist anymore.”

I really didn’t know what to say to that, so I addressed his Guides again and asked if any of the others could help him, the same way they were helping each other, especially Hoseok, with the Soul Body manipulation. They were very quick to shut that down and showed images jumping back and forth, displaying the old body and the new body. It seemed to suggest that they HAD TO help each other last time because they were literally one structure, if one was messed up they were all messed up, like a sickness running through a household. Now, with the separation, Taehyung’s soul is essentially in quarantine. He’s being kept further away due to this “infection” of lower, heavier energy that has caused all of this damage. This, again, seems to be why they’re looking at him like a tumor or something that may need to be removed. It’s not able to spread to the others on a higher level the way it was before.

Now this is the point where I definitely was getting a pissed off and started letting my mouth run because this whole things seems completely fucked up, like you can interfere enough to force an inflamed subconscious element to merge with HALF of someone’s soul, but you can’t interfere enough to BLOCK OUT the negative influences to begin with? It was all hands on deck when the Soul Body was messed up last time, but now that it’s just ONE of them we can all just sit back and watch this happen?? And it’s supposed to be okay because at least he can function as a satellite dish???? THAT IS A SOUL. That is a whole consciousness that has developed alongside all these other souls and he’s just going to get exiled and demoted because of what OTHER PEOPLE have done to him????????? HE IS IN PAIN. HIS SOUL IS IN PAIN. HE IS BURNING FROM THE INSIDE OUT. Why is he not AT LEAST going to the infirmary for this type of thing? Yoongi got sent to the infirmary for that scooter bullshit, but Taehyung can’t after YOU decided to merge half his soul with an inflamed Ego????????????????????? OH MY GOD??????

I was like, okay seriously, what can I do? Is there anything that I can do? Can I do the same type of healing and protection thing that I did last time for the Soul Body but just on Taehyung? They said no. They said that wouldn’t work because the only reason it worked last time was because I wasn’t doing it alone, they (the Guides) were doing it as well and I was just being used as a basic conduit — in other words, I was the only tapping into this shit at the time so they just utilized my connections as reinforcement on a conscious and physical level to anchor in the process and make it so that it would actually take hold faster. So, I can’t do that again unless ALL of their Guides are on the same page and are doing it. The other Guides who are connected to the other guys’ souls and energy centers are completely hands-off with this matter, it doesn’t concern them at all.

I was really at a loss on how to continue with this. I couldn’t think of anything else to ask, it didn’t seem like the part of Taehyung that was in front of me had anything else to say, or at the very least wasn’t super excited to share anything. My mind kept flashing to different readings, different spaces I had observed different parts of Taehyung in, and I was just getting so sad with everything, like I’ve never known a single piece of him to ever be completely okay. My mind shot back to a very specific place, a very specific version of his inner world, a place that was a temporary inner world where I had connected with a part of Taehyung that I recognized to be “another half” of him. It was in his second Internal Alignment reading from 2021, and all I could think about was how much of a fight there was in him at that time to kill off his Ego. He was attempting to fight back against the Ego that had taken a part of him and locked him away — that was the part that was sitting in front of me here. The part that had been forcibly merged with the Ego, the part that is now burning from the inside out. He can’t kill it without killing himself. There’s no way for him to win here. I really couldn’t handle this shit.

For reference, this is what was coming to mind the most from that reading:

[The Internal Alignment of Kim Taehyung (Part 2) — 2021]

“There was some other stuff in there, but the last bit that was the most significant to me was when he showed what he was building. Similar to the state that Jimin is in now, and that the other guys were in before, Taehyung is in the process of building up a new world, or in this case, it seems like he’s in the process of building a literal vehicle to take him out of this world, out of this white room, and into another world entirely. Specifically, he showed me this half-built train with laid train tracks. It was a model train, sitting on that table in the center of the room, materials and tools scattered around, but he made it clear that this train was meant to take him somewhere else. He’s hoping it will take him somewhere else.

As he was showing me this train, he kept talking and I didn’t catch much, but one thing stood out to me and that was when he said, “sometimes he listens to me.” When he said this, he had this twinge of anger in his voice, and he glanced and gestured over his shoulder at that blacked-out, one-way window. This seemed significant to me because the first thought that came to my mind was that was where the ego was, that was where the other half was being kept. I wanted to ask about it, but didn’t and it was never mentioned again.

Taehyung talked about this train for a while longer, and he seemed to be getting more and more frustrated or annoyed as he did, seeming to become less and less focused, sort of drifting a bit to the point where he started to lose his form. He started to look more and more like he did in the beginning — older, wispier, made out of black smoke, and a bit more distant behind the eyes. It was almost like everything started glitching, speeding up, and he started flashing in and out, almost bouncing around the room. He kept talking as if he didn’t realize this was happening.

Then, everything just stopped and he said, “I don’t want to go back to the old corpse.” This hit me kind of hard because it took me back to what things looked like for this half of Taehyung’s core when it was still split and the more ego-based side was shoving this half into a literal cupboard and burning away its water. At that time, this half of Taehyung’s core looked like a corpse, like a mummified version of Taehyung, emaciated, frail, but still breathing. It’s like he was saying he doesn’t want to go back to that, and the only way to do that is to get away from this space altogether. He doesn’t know how to kill off the other side, apparently can’t communicate with him as he only “sometimes” listens, and therefore, he just wants to get out of there on this train. I really didn’t have the heart or the bravery to tell him that that most likely will not work.”

[End]

I didn’t have anything else to say and I really didn’t want to be sad in front of him, for some reason I thought that would be worse than being angry in front of him. So, I just said “I think we can be done with this now,” and he looked up, opened his mouth like he was going to say something, but he just ended up nodding. Awkward as hell, I don’t know why I did it, but I held my hand out to shake his before I left the space. Surprisingly, he did shake my hand, his skin was already starting to burn away again, and he said to me, “take care of yourself.” And then the line was cut.

Guideline

Moving on to his guideline reading for the Elemental Alignment, I just focused in on projected energy of the overall system since I really couldn’t figure out what level would be the most important to look at since we can consider the conscious level to be acting purely on its own and the soul and subconscious spaces being in a state of fuckery that is nearly incomprehensible to me at this point.

Just in the top row, there is this kind of wild slamming of opposing energies there between The Ocean and Aries. I was seeing The Ocean being reflected in Remembrance, most likely connecting to the soul while Aries reflects into Impulsiveness, which is associated with Mars in Aries, most likely reflecting the Ego or what is taking over or has taken over the subconscious and conscious level elements. With Between Worlds we can see the element of the Soul itself being split while the image of Inner Strength appears to reflect what I was seeing visually of Taehyung’s soul burning from the inside, skin falling off.

Even the image of Between Worlds and Impulsiveness seem to face each other, the soul appearing more passive, weakened already by that halved state, while the Ego storms forward with an attempt to overtake and possibly burn off the soul completely for the sake of what is being perceived from that lower level, and possibly the conscious level, as self-preservation. Essentially, it’s coming off as Taehyung having been driven to hate himself so much that his own Ego wants to kill off the soul entirely. The Ego is “fighting back” against the effort to subdue it or weaken it by having it forcibly merged with the soul, and the soul itself, or what is left of it, is just too exhausted and is without any other assistance to be able to fight back.

The stark contrast between The Ocean and Aries is very jarring for me, and I can’t really put my finger on why. I mean, we’re looking at the vast depths of The Ocean representing the infinite state of the soul in its entirety, all of it, every lifetime, the origins, everything. And then Aries is just the body and the mind, the conscious and physical levels, only known from the time of its own physical existence, a very finite self-perception. In a way, there’s this sense of insecurity to where Aries, or the Ego, feels so small in comparison to the soul, and so, just on its own, its own insecurity causes it to want to destroy the Soul. It’s just so strange to me that all of these parts that are born from each other, that are inherently connected, could be brought to such a state where the soul is seen as an enemy to the body, the face, the name of the physical incarnation of it.

The Disease and Migraine cards are present on The Destroyer’s side of his soul group’s reading, which was representing a disease of the mind, a breakdown of the mind through their influence. This alongside Patterns also gives way to something that feels like brainwashing or systems of conformity that target the mind and spread like a disease, replicating itself as it passes from one person to another. In both Migraine and Patterns, there are depictions of distorted faces, the face in Patterns beginning to fade into the background, as things break out of the top of their heads. In Patterns, the top of the head is taken over by mushrooms while the top of the head in Migraine is shown to be ripping open and spewing the same dark, tar-like material that is shown to be running out of their eyes and mouth. Distortion is being created in the mind, it’s leaking out, spreading, and infecting others.

If you can’t guess where my mind is going here, go give that Taekookers vs. Jikookers video I made another watch…

With the Light and Shadow cards, both of the Light cards came out covered by the Shadow cards. Leap of Faith was covered up by Broken Home, and Maintenance Check was covered by Fresh Blood. It’s very vague, but I’m seeing A Leap of Faith connecting back to an element of the soul having had attempted to do something to fix itself, or to overtake the Ego, but due to the Broken Home, or his soul’s quarantine from the other souls in the Soul Body, left him unable to do it. It feels quite heavy because it was something that was very easy or seemed like an easy solution, he, on a higher level, would just have needed some additional support from the others, but he is not able to connect with them in the current state.

Maintenance Check being covered up by Fresh Blood felt like a reference to an infirmary period being denied, going back to me wondering why the fuck they didn’t send him off the same way they did with Yoongi. It looks like a logistics issue where infirmary periods are to manage scars, manage damage that’s already been dealt. No one can do anything for him as he’s actively and continuously being burned and infected on all levels. It’s sort of a “too far gone” situation mixed with a “that’s out of our jurisdiction.”

Both of these sets come together to say, he can’t get help on the inside and he can’t get help on the outside.

The last three cards feel distant or very quiet, in such a way that I feel these are connecting to Taehyung’s soul, his desire or his hope for being able to heal and reform himself into what he was supposed to be all along. Scary Images is connecting to the computer screen we see in the Ten of Swords, a reference to the Ego or the superficial mask, the curated image, the distorted identity created through the projections of others through the screen, through social media, through media in general. The soul wants to kill it off completely, eliminate any level of influence the Ego and The Destroyers have had. All in an effort to initiate a complete rebirth as represented by The Fool.

There’s a bit of a heavy reminder, however, to the element of potential that The Fool holds. It’s number 0, it’s a void, which is taking me back to the #604 that I was seeing with the soul group reading. It’s almost like we’re looking at a dream that the soul is having, one that it knows it probably can’t achieve or is completely impossible, but it’s, for its own sake, for its own comfort, holding onto it in an effort to not give up on itself. Part of this feels like his soul is trying to hold onto hope for the conscious level Taehyung, not wanting to give up on him even though it seems Taehyung has given up on his soul.

Lastly, the keywords for the guideline are Aries, Friends, Illness, and Jumping Lives. There’s a conflict between Aries and Friends, regarding Illness, which seems to register on multiple levels, referencing Taehyung’s separation from the Soul Body, as well as a possible separation or distance from them on a conscious level. I’m sure it won’t be as dramatic on a conscious level, but there’s this feeling of Disease/Migraine literally causing a kind of repulsion in both directions, something that creates hostility or maybe just a general discomfort.

Jumping Lives was giving off a nicer vibe, similar to The Fool, a kind of hopeful energy for a sudden and quick transition into something better. Jumping Lives does refer to dramatic shifts in reality or conscious level perception, which may put even more weight behind the idea that the only way to really better any of this is for Taehyung, on a conscious level, to very deliberately acknowledge and disconnect from certain outside influences and reclaim his identity. It would have to be quite dramatic in order for it to register with the Ego.

Guideline With Sprinkles

Starting over The Ocean, which was resonating with his soul, he has “well, I tried to call…” This is moving over into Remembrance where he has “old movies,” which was coming through like old video instruction manuals, something that could possibly be reflecting old blueprints or the original design of the soul or Taehyung’s path in this lifetime.

Then, connecting Remembrance to Between World, which was showing the split or halved aspect of the soul, there is “leave it here,” which felt like a highlight being put over the idea of the other half of the soul literally having those “old movies” or the old blueprints, suggesting that the part of the soul that remains doesn’t have access to them either. On top of Between Worlds is “it is that deep,” and at the bottom of the card, there is a black Sprinkle which represents heavier negative energies or influences. With the way this is laid out, it appears as if the Flamingo in the image literally can’t move forward because both sides, or both halves of the soul, are stuck in heavier energies.

“The soil is too dry!” connects Between Worlds to Inner Strength, which is where I was seeing the image on the card reflect how Taehyung’s soul appeared in terms of it burning from the inside.This Sprinkle is in reference to a situation where the environment is not supportive of what you are trying to do or something that you are trying to initiate, implying that the soil you are attempting to plant your seeds in is not fertile. This brought to mind what has come up before in reference to the Ego attempting to kill or subdue the soul by “drying out its water,” or trying to intentionally cut off both creative and emotional input and output.

Over Inner Strength is “that is the truth,” and “something is hidden.” This immediately made me think of what the soul said about not knowing where the rest of him is, where the other half of the soul is. I mean, we can assume it’s being hidden, if it's even still there at all, by the Ego, because that’s exactly what happened before with THIS half of the soul. It was shoved into a cupboard and left to dry out. Now, there could be some sketchy shit where the Ego did in fact take over the other half and fully integrate it, as in, it ate the other half of the soul from the inside out and is attempting to do the same thing with this half. There was a point where the two halves could be looked at as one being the “actual” soul while the other half was more in line with the Ego, or more controlled by the Ego. It would make more sense of why they attempted to forcibly merge this half of the soul with what is registered as the Ego if they literally thought that WAS the other half of the soul.

Over the Aries card, which resonates completely with the inflamed Ego, there is Aries. This would be the third fourth reference to Aries in the guideline with the Aries card, Impulsiveness being connected to Mars in Aries, and the first keyword being Aries. This is a massive emphasis being put on Cardinal Fire, double Fire energy, as well as the more self-focused or individualized focus on the Ego itself. This is probably amplifying or feeding off of any and all influences of Aries, Cardinal, or Fire energy that he has in his imprinting or his birth chart.

Connecting downward from Aries/Aries is “sickness” which connects this card to the Ten of Swords. The Ten of Swords was in the space of the “soul’s dream” or the hope of being able to kill the Ego, or kill the distortion of image and identity that has been created by others. Over the Ten of Swords is “self-undoing,” and “gasoline.” These seem to be butting heads with “self-undoing” connecting to the soul’s desire to strip the Ego and undo the distortion, while “gasoline” registers as the Ego’s desire to burn away the soul.

Underneath the Ten of Swords, registering as an outside source, there is “rebirth is pending...” I was feeling this connecting to a much higher level of outlook or blueprinting, something that goes beyond their Guides, saying that there is potential there for this to work or happen, it’s just extremely unlikely due to the necessary input from the conscious level Taehyung.

“Rebirth is pending,” bounced over to The Fool card as well as downward toward Jumping Lives. Over The Fool, there is a back-and-forth set of three that say, “can you breathe?” “once the path has been created,” and “absolute best.” They were coming together as:

“Can you breathe?”

“No, but once the path has been cleared, I’ll be breathing better than ever.”

This feels like an outside check-in with the soul, which is nice, especially over The Fool, over the soul’s vision of a better progression. But there’s a kind of odd feeling to it, going back to Between Worlds and the flamingo being stuck in the dark energy or the black tar. It’s making me think of someone stuck in a cave, like those crazy horrific situations where there’s only like a centimeter of wiggle room and someone’s gotten stuck upside down. Like, someone popping in to be like, “you’re still getting air, right?” and the person who’s stuck, in an effort to stay calm, laughs and says, “Just barely! I’d breathe even better if I wasn’t in here!”

It’s like there’s still effort SOMEWHERE, there’s still hope SOMEWHERE, but something about it feels so… fake? Put on? For show? Or maybe it’s just that, at this point, it really does feel too good to be true, the element of The Fool and actually being able to get everything back on track on every level. Even with “crazy good” over Jumping Lives, it feels unbelievable and so far away from the current situation. I mean, there are pretty crazy and unbelievable rescue missions that happen all the time for those cave-diving accidents, so maybe there is something there for the soul to hope for.

Moving over to the set that has Patterns, Disease, and Migraine, there are a handful of Sprinkles that say, “Excitement!” “camping!” “you are protected, run free,” “from a place of fear and ego,” and “libra” toward the bottom. This is really interesting because this is connecting to whatever source is giving the “rebirth is pending,” which I felt coming in from something much higher than their Guides.

First, the “excitement!” is connecting back to The Fool and “crazy good,” over Jumping Lives through the color yellow, which seems to be mainly representing something of conscious level illumination, a sudden awareness in the conscious mind that would have to occur in order to that blatant reclaiming of identity and distancing from negative influences and leeches on Taehyung’s part. The remaining Sprinkles come together as “we can see you camping (hiding). You are protected. Run away and free yourself from a place of fear and ego.” Whoever or whatever is confirming that there is still hope for a rebirth is encouraging Taehyung on a conscious level to run like hell in the exact opposite direction that his Ego is telling him to go.

Literally, it’s telling him to run towards Libra, the opposite of Aries, which would imply his friends, chosen people in his circle, the most trusted. On a conscious level, this would also suggest running toward people who actually know him, who see him and have seen his soul, people who can reflect back to him and perhaps remind him or affirm to him that his true self is still in there.

This aspect of Libra and focus on friends takes us over to the keyword Friends, which has a green Sprinkle that says, “the first message,” which feels like a big neon sign saying, “This is where it starts! This is where you’ll wake up!” This green Sprinkle then reflects upward toward the set of cards that had Leap of Faith hidden under Broken Home. Over this set is another green Sprinkle that says “it was different then,” seeming to refer to a time where there wasn’t that sense of separation on any level. Then, over Broken Home on its own is the number “7” and a prompt to “consult Moononlogy.”

Quite an interesting set came out here with both of the Eclipse cards coming out, implying quite massive potential shifts occurring close out and initiating two different states of being or progressions. While the Eclipse cards feel very loose, similar to how The Fool feels like a dream, the two center cards are reflecting something more tangible, something that pretty much mimics exactly what we see with Aries and Libra.

With the Aries Full Moon next to the Gemini New Moon, it’s showing that one part has to close in order for the other to open, which is a little confusing as it creates this kind of odd perpetual loop in my mind. Basically, it’s coming across as the only way to subdue Taehyung’s Ego is for him to connect with his friends the way that he used to, to open up to them quite deeply and, in that, reflect on himself, see himself as he used to. But the only way he’ll do that, like really get the Water energy moving, get the emotional and creative energies expressing again, is if the Ego is subdued. This, along with the Eclipse cards, is making me think of what I said about his reclaiming of his identity and separating from negative influences would have to be very dramatic, very visible, very out in the open.

This also seems to be referencing the potential of soul becoming whole again as I’m seeing the horns of the ram on Aries card being the soul split in two, peeling away from each other, while the two heads in Gemini card reflect the two halves coming back together, one with eyes open and the other with eyes closed, suggesting that one has been subdued in order to merge properly. That could be showing the aspect of the Ego as we see it here actually being the other half of the soul.

Lastly, connecting Fresh Blood over to Scary Images is “no one needs to know,” followed by “I could have, but…” over Scary Images on its own. This is making me think of some sort of dropping the ball scenario occurring on multiple levels at once, such a situation where there was an issue and it could have been handled if it had been reported, but it never was. I’m seeing this hit on the soul level as well as the conscious level. It’s so specific to something regarding pain, physical or emotional pain, and choosing to keep that inside, pushing it down, which caused the Ego to “get bigger” in order to hold, cover up, or just deal with that pain. This is something his soul was doing along with the conscious level, which may or may not be the root cause of how and why the Ego even got this out of control to begin with. If that’s the case, there essentially would have been the conscious level giving power to the subconscious from below and the soul giving power from above, and in that amplifying the space of the subconscious where the Ego resides.

This shit is so complicated like what the hell are we even talking about right now?

Main Reading

Core Energy: Owl — Air (rev.)

With the main reading, we’re looking at the core state at the time of reunion, which could pretty much be what it is right as the disconnect from the soul could suggest there wouldn’t be much of a change in the overall function. Here, in his core, he has the Owl in reverse. In reverse, the Owl is associated with scarcity or lack, created by a blindness in the Owl that blocks out treasures, opportunities, or potentials that it could normally see and move toward in the upright position.

There’s a major emphasis here on the Air energy, putting this closer to the conscious level mind, which is making me think of the soul’s own potential being limited by the conscious mind, or the soul being able to see elements of potential that the conscious level mind is filtering out, denying, or has literally gone blind to. It’s making me think of a really thick fog having overtaken the Owl or Taehyung’s perception of potential. It’s giving off a vibe of someone who only lives day to day, they can’t think too far ahead or plan for things in advance. All that exists to them is what is right in front of them.

Higher Self Core Alignment: Earthworm — Earth (rev.)

The Higher Self, which would connect to the soul, is in an odd state, but it’s reflecting what was coming through with the guideline. The Earthworm, upright and reversed, is described as being quite shy, insecure, or hesitant to a degree. It’s aware of its size and position as someone that lives in the dirt. In reverse, however, the insecurity becomes much stronger along with a level of anxiety that causes someone to hesitate or completely back out of something they are trying to do. I was seeing the yellow color that the worm is curled around reflecting in the dream of The Fool. The soul wants to move toward that, but doesn’t feel strong enough or supported enough to be able to do it.

If the soul was in a better position, I’m pretty sure something like the Golden Egg or another higher up card would come out here. This set is supposed to show what the Higher Self is attempting to push down into the core in order to support the progression of the current phase or to initiate a new one. Here, it’s like the worm is attempting to keep the yellow color from dropping down, almost like the soul is attempting to hold onto a dream in order for it to not be proven impossible. The fear of defeat is stronger than the fear of dying out, and something about that feels like an echo of the Ego itself. Very strange.

Water Alignment: Beaver — Water (rev.)

The Water Alignment is the center of the emotional, creative, and intuitive aspects of a person, and here Taehyung has the Beaver in reverse. When upright, the Beaver is quite active and operates every day with a sense of purpose and fulfillment. In reverse, it’s described as feeling useless and exhausted. It feels like this center is burnt out or running on fumes, which again brings me back to the idea of the Ego’s attempt to dry up the Water in past states, trying to dry out the emotional space specifically. On a more conscious level, this feels connected to genuine emotional burn out that came from extreme emotional upsets that were suppressed and dealt with alone, or in a more filtered way.

This space feels very quiet in general, there’s not a lot of stimulation here.

Fire Alignment: Dragon — Spirit

Associated Chakra: Solar Plexus

Not surprisingly, here in the Fire Alignment, Taehyung has the Dragon. Typically, getting a Spirit card in an alignment would suggest that this element is in sync with the soul or Higher Self, but obviously, that’s not what’s being shown here. This is just expressing the amplification beyond the capacity of Fire energy in general. This is connecting back to all of that Aries/Cardinal/Fire energy in the guideline and is reflecting the Ego. This is the space that the Ego likes the best, it’s more superficial and acts as a filter between the Water Alignment and the external alignments, Earth and Air, which connect Taehyung to the outside world. The Fire Alignment, or the Ego in general, keeps things from going into the Water Alignment and keeps things from coming out.

Rather than looking at this as a Spirit card, it’s better to think of this as just a dragon, or any kind of reptile that requires an excessive amount of heat in order to survive.

Earth Alignment: Bear — Earth

The Earth Alignment shows a person’s connection to the outside world, their environment, as well as their connection to themselves or their self-perception. Here, Taehyung has the Bear, which is the very first card in the deck, making it the least developed energy overall. On its own, it references the point in which a bear comes out of hibernation, when it’s just starting to wake up and move around. There’s a nice sense of things being refreshed, but there is a kind of sluggishness to it that feels connected back to the exhaustion of the Water Alignment. There’s kind of a depressive numbness. He’s there but he’s not, but he’s not uncomfortable with it.

I think this is probably lining up with him coming out of the military and either not feeling as excited as he thought he would, or being quite excited but just not being able to show it. There’s something here about him just being too tired to keep up with the space or keep up with what the others are saying or doing. It’s a little confusing, there’s brain fog involved here in some capacity.

Air Alignment: Octopus — Water (rev.)

Lastly, here in his Air Alignment, he has the Octopus in reverse. This would be an extension of that brain fog as when Water is creating a negative influence within the Air Alignment, which connects to the conscious level thought process and manner of communication, it typically suggests some sort of conflict between the emotional space and the more clinical thought space. In reverse, the Octopus is described as clingy, needy, and lacking courage. I’m seeing this more as bouncing off of the Bear and the Beaver in the sense of there being a level of exhaustion there where either mentally or physically, he would literally need to lean on others, or would rely on others to guide the conversation as there’s too much of a limit to his own energy that he may be trying to hold onto.

The Octopus, especially with the colors on the head, is making me think that he’ll have a lot to say, a lot that he’s feeling, but he’ll find it hard to get the words out to properly express himself. There’s a level of disconnect from the environment and people shown between his Earth and Air Alignments.

Main Reading With Sprinkles

Starting with the core state of the reversed Owl, Taehyung has four Sprinkles over this card that say, “objects that can’t be named,” “are we talking?” “Manner + Tone,” and “guiding light.” This again is giving me this odd but very prevalent feeling of him being very disconnected from things around him. The “objects that can’t be named” Sprinkle came out for one of Jimin’s readings, referencing dehumanization and a certain level of separation from one’s identity. This is how I’m seeing this here as well, giving the feeling of the Owl’s reversal not just being a blindness to things on the outside, but a blindness to the self as well.

This overall disconnect is projected outward with the other three Sprinkles that suggest a limited level of engagement that he would be aware of to some extent, kind of like when someone is talking and the other person zones out for a bit and then pops back in with “wait, what were you saying?”

Following that, “Manner + Tone” and “guiding light,” feel like necessary reference points or notes, like a lot of effort being put into trying to keep up or trying to keep track of what is going on. There could, in general, just be a bit of an overwhelmed feeling with everyone being back together or being in direct contact with fans/public. There’s just something here about him needing to look outward, look at someone else in order to be able to keep up with a conversation. He really could just be very tired.

Over the Earthworm card, connecting to the soul, there is “how can I do that?” with a direct response of “independently and together.” This was connecting back to the dream of The Fool and the overall process of healing the layers of consciousness for Taehyung. This card is also marked with “remember this,” which I was seeing connected back to the higher input of "rebirth is pending…” It’s that much higher source saying that this can be done through the effort of the soul on its own because there is higher support at play, it’s just not the kind of support that is “hands on” like it's used to with assistance from Guides or the other souls.

Over the reversed Beaver in the Water Alignment there is “Chiron,” “things didn’t go right,” “out of the blue,” “crying parents,” “this won’t make you happy,” and “thoughtful expression.” Chiron is highlighting an element of open wounds, things that weren’t healed properly, which seem to be connecting to what I was seeing being repressed and majorly filtered over the years. This is connected to the family with “crying parents” and something that was sudden or “out of the blue.” I can’t elaborate on it much, but it is connected to a loss in the family.

“This won’t make you happy,” alongside "thoughtful expression” is a note from the soul, literally as if it was left on a sticky note years ago for the Ego or the conscious level Taehyung to find. It’s a reminder that suppressing and hiding from those emotions won’t make them go away. Expressing those feelings, speaking with people you love and trust, seeking that support is what would help lighten the load and allow things to flow better toward proper healing.

The only Sprinkle over the Dragon, which represents the Ego and the over-amplification of Fire energy, says, “you are better than this.” Despite the strong and powerful image the Dragon can conjure, this is a very low state of being, one that Taehyung, truly, is better than and desperately needs to move away from.

Over the Bear in the Earth Alignment is “Vesta,” which was bringing to mind the idea of “waking up with the sun.” It’s such a specific thing, but Vesta’s connection to passion and personal inspiration felt like a cup of coffee being presented to the Bear, as if having something of personal inspiration, something to focus on that was purely for his own joy would help Taehyung ground into the space a bit better and not have that foggy or disconnected feeling. That may go into the Owl as well, the blindness lending to being unable to see things that are of personal inspiration or desire, thus creating that hollow or lacking feeling that could contribute to that numbness.

On the outside of the Bear, seeming to go again toward that mysterious higher influence that keeps popping its head in, there is “thanks for calling!” “lifetimes on file,” and “waiting in line…” This feels like it’s referencing the idea of the soul calling the higher-ups and ordering a new lifetime, ordering a new blueprint, but one that would reset everything. It’s going right back to that “rebirth is pending.”

Between the Bear and the Octopus there is a prompt to “consult the Guardian Tarot.” With this, he got the Two of Wands, which in this deck has an interesting description, which seemed to go back to the potential of the soul attempting to “order a new lifetime.” The description encourages the individual to think about their plans and how they could affect other people. The more traditional meaning of this card is purely about long and short-term planning for your future as an individual. As this sits between the Earth and Air Alignment, there’s some kind of urging for second-guessing.

There is a possibility that it’s not the soul that’s requesting a new lifetime, it could be Taehyung himself on a conscious level. This could suggest a lot of things, some quite concerning and others comforting, but either way, no matter the source of the request or the intention behind it, he’s being asked to second guess this request and possibly take it back.

Over the Octopus in the Air Alignment, he has “a clean cut,” “water is boiling,” and “show yourself.” The “water is boiling” stood out to me right away with the aspect of mental fog. The excess Fire energy moving through the system, attempting to burn off Water or emotional and creative aspects, would generate steam which would register as Air, or that mental fog. With “a clean cut,” and “show yourself,” sitting on either side of that, it feels like a push to literally cut through the fog, blow off some of that steam, vent, rant, express something through the Air Element in order to get things moving. With the potential of him having a hard time speaking or finding his words, there’s a chance that this pressure is building up inside of him and that’s what’s causing the exhaustion, confusion, and numbness overall.

That’s all I have for this one, thanks for reading! :)

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