The External Alignment of Kim Namjoon
Subject: Kim Namjoon, born September 12, 1994 — Virgo
Performed: November 26, 2018
Original Post Date: December 25, 2018
Spread: External Alignment by BlueMoonPunch
Deck: Wisdom of The Oracle by Colette Baron-Reid and the Rider-Waite Tarot
Time: 2 hours
Details: This reading is designed to showcase the current state of an individual’s alignment with their External Energies, such as Gods, Guides, Spirit Guides, Guardians, or Angels.
Pre-Reading:
I was really hoping for more to come out with Namjoon’s reading, but things were actually pretty quiet compared to everyone else. There’s a good reason for that though. He’s integrating just like everyone else, but his conscious state is still being brought back up to speed in terms of connection and alignment. On my end, it seemed really complicated because there seemed to be a million things going on at once, but apparently, it’s being handled without him having to actually do much other than pay attention to how he himself is feeling. That’s it.
Right now there is a lot of open space around his energy and it’s almost like they’re literally prepping him to go through a rapid integration like Hoseok. They’re giving him room to work his shit out on a conscious level, but on an energetic and soul level things are being moved around and seeded for him to continuously nudge him in the right direction with his awareness and inner connection.
Because there wasn’t really that much to look at or do while in his energy, I just focused on the physical sensation and even that was pretty clear.
The breathing was very, very even and smooth. Body movements are very fluid and loose, almost like moving in slow motion. I was seeing this as thought being put into action, or very careful movements being made with a steady mind. I was a little confused by that and where exactly that sensation was coming from, but later on, I realized that that is what his Guides are currently trying to push towards him. Slowing down the mind and focusing on what he’s been doing will allow him to really zero in on where he had given up his control and will then allow him to take it back and move on with purpose.
I made a note as well that there could even be an awareness of the conscious disconnect from the Higher Self on some level.
While focusing on his energy I was seeing that he had this purple pulsing light coming from his head, it almost looked like a halo, but it was sitting around his head at ear level, so it was covering his eyes. That visual of him made it look like he was unconscious, which is a good representation of what his Higher Self is at right now. Not really unconscious, just integrating while there’s also conscious level shifts being handled by his Guides. This is what Yoongi’s Guides wanted him to do.
There was a lot of tension in the throat which is something I’ve gotten for him before. It was around the time that the Soul Body Healing started to manifest on a conscious level and he was starting to reconnect. His conscious mind gets very stimulated because if he’s connected he’s channeling almost constantly, and therefore really wants to talk to people, especially his audience. He wants to get things out into the open, express himself, and that’s mainly because what’s going through his head is stuff that’s going to help shift awareness and consciousness in tiny increments. So, he’s at that stage right now because of the integration as well as the conscious seeding.
Because I wasn’t really able to see or do anything in his energy I was going to tap out at this point, but before I could I got a visual of Namjoon standing in the middle of a river and there were these stepping stones at the surface. He was just standing on one and staring down at the water and he looked scared to be there, but like he was trying to build up the courage to take another step.
I had no fucking idea what that was but at the last second, I thought back to his and Jin's Relationship Reading and how I saw Jin trying to deliver Water and Fire to Namjoon’s tree in preparation for an internal shift.
So… I guess that’s what that was. It’s emotional purging, literally having all that past nonsense that got built up from literally handing his soul over to other people is being washed away. Like, he has to actually process it though, it’s not just going to disappear. That might be why he’s freaking out. He’s going to have to go back into a slightly self-loathing state in order to be critical of himself clear down to his very soul, and then from there rebuild very quickly.
I was shown with that that he will, in fact, immerse himself at some point though.
The last bit I saw for this as I was getting ready to close this out was that he’s building up a balance like his Higher Self is building up balance energetically and the whole build up thing is literally coming from the fact that they have to start from scratch. "They” being him, his Higher Self, and his Guides.
Then I saw that Yoongi and Namjoon are actually working together, or they’re meant to be working in sync with each other to help the others, or to “pull them” along, but Namjoon is behind because of that disconnect and pretty much needing to remake his own conscious perception as a whole. Very interesting.
I guess Yoongi is meant to be anchoring in energy for all seven of them to shift internally while Namjoon is supposed to be triggering the conscious shifts, but obviously, he can’t do that until he himself has shifted on that level.
That also may be what Yoongi is waiting for as well. Just waiting for Namjoon to get his shit together before the world comes to an end, I guess.
I specifically asked to be shown what his core state is at the moment seeing as how it, to me, looked like he was unconscious, and this is what I got.
Quite a lot going on there but that’s exactly what I was getting in terms of how he has like a million things going on around him. In a sense, if you could imagine Namjoon to be anywhere in this layout, he’d be smack dab in the middle between Death, Judgment, The Emperor, and the 8 of Pentacles. He’s there, but he’s not there. That part of him is having a nap right now because this shit is exhausting.
Around him, all this stuff is happening in order to bring that conscious shift, and when that happens, the floodgates will open and he’ll get that rapid integration like Hoseok, only faster.
I’ll try to just summarize this nonsense real quick.
His Guides are connecting to his subconscious mind, which is the bridge between the conscious and the unconscious — unconscious being the seat of the Higher Self who is currently having a nap — and therefore are the primary driving force in this shift or clearing of the conscious mind.
They are doing this, as I said, by pretty much just dropping bits and pieces of understanding towards his own relinquishing of control and his own disconnect from his inner knowing. They’re just presenting him with these ideas to get him thinking. They can’t just force him into knowing it, he has to figure it out on his own because, you know, free will and all that.
While that’s happening, there’s also this attempt to reconnect his inner knowing to his conscious awareness, so not only are they trying to get a reformed consciousness towards himself, they need him to also start establishing connection to the soul on a conscious level as well because that is where his understanding is towards his soul purpose. The loss of the soul connection was what made it possible for him to disconnect completely as that is what keeps his heart or passion in the forefront of his mind.
Basically, he forgot why he started all this because he got freaked out about how big things were getting and just stopped trusting himself to be the one to create what he started viewing as their product rather than their message.
It was a whole thing.
So, all of that is kind of getting mushed together in the 8 of Pentacles where his Guides are literally working on him, like finetuning him just like the man in the image is perfecting his pentacle. The actual goal here is to get him back to the 3 of Wands where all that passion of the soul and understanding of his purpose is and bring Death, or transformation, to The Emperor.
...it’s a bit literal there. They’re killing off the idea that he can’t be his own authority when it comes to his work and his artistry.
Once that happens he’ll be at The Empress where integration will occur and he will sync up with Yoongi — mixing of the core energy after HS integration, so Water and Earth creating the fertile soil of The Empress — and then from there they will be emitting those frequencies just as I’ve mentioned in the past few readings in relations to the Sun.
Pretty intense shit, very confusing, but clearly they’re getting shit down, which is good.
The Reading:
Most Prominent External Influence:
Regeneration | The Fates
Lol, literally.
Just to repeat myself, his Guides are working on bringing him back to where he was and to realign with his soul purpose so they can get shit done again.
The Regeneration card was a big thing for them before in the OT7 2018/2019 Outlook Reading (the original one) and it was this whole thing about how they were supposed to start integrating the Higher Self, but they didn’t because of the whole Soul Body manipulation and Namjoon disconnecting the whole body from their source energy.
Here, this card is literally like they’re going backward, they’re backtracking in order to get him back in line with The Fates or his soul purpose. That’s why he has to actually process everything in a very emotional and not intellectual way, which is very hard for him to do when it’s his own shit he’s dealing with. He’s always got to turn everything into a learning experience, he can never just feel shit and move on.
So, yeah, pretty simple, they’re just working on getting him up to speed again.
Conscious Alignment: Blessed
I like how this is put because, obviously, when you think of someone being blessed you think of things being handed to them without really having to do anything, and that’s literally where he is on a conscious level. All he really has to do is think and align with what he himself, internally and in his heart, wants to do, and that’s it. Everything else is being handled for him.
His alignment is literally perfect, much better than Yoongi’s since Mr. Pisces Man Min Yoongi feels the need to hold up the sails in spite of the fact that they’ve got a whole crew manning their ship now, lol. Just by simply being aware and open to considering his own mistakes and where he may have dropped the ball on a few things is exactly what he needs to do and he’s doing it.
How The Alignment Manifests: Truth Be Told
This is just that shift in consciousness and awareness, and it could still point to him becoming consciously aware of his soul disconnect as well. I’m leaning more towards him not only seeing where he messed up but also seeing where other people, such as the company, also messed up.
The eyes of the owl were what I was really focused on in this card, so it’s really giving that vibe of him being able to see this shit, but probably not talking about it. Like, he’ll get it and he’ll act on it, but it’s not going to be this huge earth-shattering revelation. He’ll simply start seeing things from a slightly elevated perspective, just seeing the bigger picture.
How To Maintain The Alignment:
Milk and Honey | Peace
Both of these cards were in Yoongi’s reading and they’re both literally carrying the same energy. All he needs to do is take care of himself, be kind to himself, and not act in resistance to any of the shifts and reformations taking place on a conscious level. He just has to be the egg and sit there and let it happen. Simple as that.
Where Will This Alignment Lead:
Loyal Heart | Time To Go
These two cards came out together and as soon as they hit the table I wrote down, “act through the heart” which was what I got for Jin as well.
All that jazz about Jin him pretty much being handed the world as long as he acted from his heart, from his soul. It’s the same thing here with Namjoon. That reconnect will bring back that passion, that need to really run with what he feels the world needs to hear rather than what the masses want to hear.
Even with the owls in the image of Loyal Heart, it’s like the owl from the Truth Be Told card was able to see so clearly that it started to see itself. It’s staring at its own soul, working in tandem with the soul or Higher Self, and that is where his drive is. That is how he fulfills his purpose.
Just like all of them, as long as they are acting from the heart, they are acting from the soul, and that is as simple and easy as it gets when it comes to fulfilling the soul purpose.
That’s all I have for this one, thanks for reading!