The Elemental Alignment of Kim Namjoon (Part 2)
Subject: Kim Namjoon, born September 12, 1994 — Virgo
Performed: May 9, 2025
Original Post Date: May 26, 2025
Spread: Elemental Alignment, original design by BlueMoonPunch
Decks Used: The Wild Unknown: Animal Spirit by Kim Krans
Time: 2 hours
Details: The Elemental Alignment reading is designed to showcase an individual's energetic alignment and balance with the elements, then compare it to that of the Higher Self's alignments.
Introduction
I’m quite excited about this, getting to sort of reassess everyone from the ground up to get a look at how their core energy is currently standing coming out of enlistment and into what feels like a whole new era of being on many levels. To really refamiliarize myself with some of the progression and development that we’ve been able to see and document through the readings, for each of the guy’s, I’ll be re-reading through their past solo readings before doing their new Elemental Alignments and taking notes on anything that stands out to me or that I feel needs to be brought up again for reference and reminder.
For Namjoon, these are the readings I revisited:
Elemental Alignment (May 27, 2018)
External Alignment (November 26, 2018)
Internal Alignment (March 22, 2019)
Past Life Reading (August 16, 2021)
Despite there being only a few solo readings for Namjoon, we have quite a detailed picture of an area of development around conscious-level self-reflection, connection, and a process of disintegration and reintegration of the soul connection to the layers of consciousness. This process was majorly simplified and well summed up by looking at it within the Soul Body context of Namjoon and Jungkook “switching places.” This referred to the idea of Namjoon and Jungkook’s conscious level judgment, stemming from their outward and conscious level projections of their Virgo Suns, inverting between internal and external as a way to ensure personal development as well as a way to keep the Soul Body as a whole in balance as they sat as “bookends” to the structure — Namjoon sitting as the Crown while Jungkook was the Root.
When I first started doing readings for them back in 2018, Namjoon’s judgment was external, as in he had more of an analytical and critical eye for everything and everyone around him, to the point where his manner of self-reflection mostly seemed to require a level of detachment or externalization of his own emotions and experiences. On the flip side, Jungkook’s judgment was internal, meaning most of his criticism was kept toward himself, which left him quite vulnerable on many levels as he essentially didn’t have the best filter for what came his way consciously or energetically. From 2019 to 2021, the necessary inversion and rebalancing of the overall system, which coincided with the Soul Body healing, integration, and eventual separation, they did switch their modalities, with Namjoon disconnecting from the external focus, diving inward toward himself in a more raw way, while Jungkook’s confidence and self-assuredness skyrocketed and he began to establish himself more clearly without filtering himself, instead learning to filter other people, filter out negative and restrictive influences on multiple levels through a more critical eye towards others.
It feels quite extreme looking back at it now, especially when looking back at some of Namjoon’s readings and remembering that that man’s soul was going through it trying to hold onto a previous state of being, similar to what we saw with Jimin at one point concerning his position in the Soul Body. I completely forgot that his Past Life Reading actually contained a snapshot of his soul and inner world at the time of that resistance where things were quite heavy, locked in, isolated, and oddly grief-stricken. With that being said, he has come a long way since then and I think albums like Indigo and Right Place, Wrong Person may reflect a level of expression, honesty, and self-connection that may have once been seen as stashed away dreams in his first Elemental Alignment (2018) reading where I said:
“It’s an odd place to be, but it’s like, on a subconscious level, he’s hiding some of his own energy, saving it for other things that he knows he can’t do right now. The moon in the picture, the moon in tarot, the moon in astrology relate to secrets, the subconscious, emotional needs — that’s what this alludes to. That emotion is there, but it’s hidden away with that stashed energy, that stashed passion. He has secret desires, dreams, and goals that he might not even share with himself. It’s like he thinks that if he speaks it, it will come into existence and knock him off the path he’s on now and he understands that it has to be the priority in this lifetime. Again, he is a servant to his cause.”
NOTES FROM THE ARCHIVE
Now, for the actual notes I took. These are just bits and pieces that stood out to me while reading, some of which connected back to pieces of the ARMY 2025-2026 Outlook Reading, as well as a reading that I was going to share as part of the BTS Countdown Event, but I simply just wasn’t going to have the time to write it (I will be sharing it later in June or July though!), which was a BTS Bias Breakdown, assessing the individual communities and soul groups around each member that are situated within the ARMY community and soul group. I will just copy these straight from what I have written, just to be used for reference and reflection as we move forward.
[Elemental Alignment]
— Big change in the realm of spiritual connection, awareness, and the willingness to step into self-reflection and deeper shadows. This seems to have been a learning curve, one that his soul group has followed him on and probably mimicked to some degree within their own progression.
— there is an easing of form, his shape is softer now than it was then.
— Gazelle, core energy. Mentions the necessity of reconnecting with the self, evidence of this overall process having already been seeded in the core at this time. It was a fated process for development, something that was intended to be shared or displayed eventually.
[External Alignment]
— Point of integration, could reflect the same kind of higher Guided preparation ARMY and the Soul Body are currently experiencing. Even the aspect of his Guides attempting to get him to slow down before and after this phase while seeming to also be under their own pressure for time in relation to catching a wave of frequency flux is mirroring what was in the ARMY Outlook Reading with The Hanged Man and the 4 of Swords.
[Internal Alignment]
— Shows progress with self-assessment and emotional connection. Shows the initiation of a new mindset, Namjoon 3.0. The foundation of, if not the entire structure of his modality inversion.
— Share the quote about the analysis of music, lyrics, and videos. Important for everyone going forward, but especially STILL important for members of the overall soul group to properly receive transmissions and activations through shared work and expression on a higher level. Needs to be reapplied to EVERYTHING.
This is the quote I was talking about:
“The analysis needs to be looked at from an internal point of view first, as in what he says (or what they all say I guess), what’s in the album, what is written, needs to be applied to yourself and then analyzed before group perspective is applied for the sake of fan theory and world-building. FYI, that’s how HYYH and Wings were meant to be as well, which most people did since there wasn’t so much stuff already cemented into the “BTS Universe” with the storyline. The personal interpretation was prioritized first over what is now considered to be set in stone. Then shit got all wonky and weird with LY so people are more likely to focus on the very surface-level stuff.”
[Past Life Reading]
— holds a snapshot of his inner world in transition, a state of conflict between a fated process, the soul, and the conscious mind all at the same time. Vivid imagery.
— Interesting access to past life lessons, entirely centered on grief, guilt, and a sense of reality bending out of his control.
— Interesting that he did end up “running away” or feeling lost before and after the conscious and physical separation of the group began with the enlistment period… it mirrors what his soul was doing here after the separation of the Soul Body as well as what he did in this past life. Man likes to run but scares the hell out of himself when he realizes he loses himself in the process. Must be a habit of the soul rather than purely a trial for development.
CURRENT OBSERVATION OF THE INNER WORLD
I saw something super interesting here that connected back to the reading I mentioned, the BTS Bias Breakdown, which I had originally planned to share as part of the countdown event. Slight spoilers, but one of the main signatures that I got for Namjoon and his soul group was a connection back to Egypt, which may have been the point of initiation for the soul group itself. I won’t give it all away now, especially as it requires a lot of extra context, but there was a connection to the Goddess Wadjet. Here, in this reading, I see a connection to Atum, the God of everything ever in all of existence in Egyptian mythology. This was quite interesting based on the connections of Atom, Adam, and Atum being one of the “singularities of creation.” This is something I wrote about a LONG time ago, but I don’t think I ever posted it — essentially, the idea was Adam, Atom, as in a literal atom being the basis of physicality in the 3D, while Eve, or Evvvvee, vibration is the energy that moves through it as waves, sound, light, heat, and brings it to life. The feminine and masculine principles are inverted and balanced on this level where Adam/Atom reflects the idea of the stationary egg while Eve/Vibration reflects the moving sperm cell.
While trying to get a visual of Namjoon’s current inner world, all I could see was a dot. A little dot of white light that looked a lot like a very distant but very bright star, all on its own in a void. It felt very far away, condensed, but quite stimulated, almost producing a tangible hum that could be felt and heard. I just sat in observation for a while, staring at this dot and wondering if anything was going to happen or progress. After a while, one of his Guides popped in for just a split second to say, “this is only a moment.”
From there, the words “singularity” and “precursor” popped up with something that seemed to visually reflect The Big Bang, or a kind of outward explosion from this dot/star that would occur eventually, potentially something that could connect to the revival period mentioned in the ARMY 2025-2026 Outlook Reading. With one of his Guides saying, “this is only a moment,” I believe that to be quite literal with the idea that, on a higher level, where time is not linear and the perception of progression is in a sense of totality, everything all at once, Namjoon, and perhaps by association, the Soul Body and the overall Soul Group, are actively experiencing something that goes beyond the idea of rebirth or creation. What I was seeing was a photograph, a picture of the moment that Existence itself crossed paths with Awareness and sparked Reality. Something on a soul level is occurring, but from down here in this reference point on a conscious level, it’s registering as a star on the verge of exploding out into the Universe, creating a new Universe within the Universe.
From my perspective here, it’s a pot of water boiling to the very edge, paused right at the moment the water begins to peak over the top, not boiling over just yet. Something is building up there that will bring quite a significant shift on a soul level for himself, the other members within the Soul Body, and the soul group, which will most definitely reverberate downward toward something more tangible and noticeable. I’m still going back to a lot of stuff that was in the ARMY Outlook, especially regarding the Wheel of Fortune/10 of Cups/Ace of Pentacles thing that their Guides laid out as a necessary culmination point, something that would tip them over into another 10-year cycle of sorts, or solidify something for another 10 years. It was coming through as something “going beyond an album,” a more mundane and physical reflection of what I’m seeing here as “going beyond rebirth or creation.”
I also want to make a note here about this visual seeming to draw me back to what I was seeing about the “future form” of the Soul Body in the ARMY Outlook reading where, rather than seeing them as being seven individual energy centers tethered together in a way that reflected and held the positions and signatures of the seven main chakras through the spine and nervous system, I was seeing them as planetary bodies alongside each other, orbiting around each other, held together by a magnetic force. I wonder if this is at all relevant to why and how I see Namjoon’s current position as something reflecting the creation of the Universe.
CURRENT ENERGY SIGNATURE
I’m crying, look at all the stars! Anima Mundi, Blessed, Universal Light, The Star, and the Ace of Pentacles all have these stars in their images that feel extremely pushed forward, highlighted, and locked into place. I’m feeling them all the same way I was feeling Namjoon’s little dot of light, like they’re heavy, holding a lot of energy in a small form, humming to a degree. It’s pretty intense actually.
This section is just to look at his overall projected energy right now and going forward post-enlistment through the lens of the cards themselves, looking for either verification or elaboration of what I was seeing regarding his inner world or the space where his soul meets his layers of consciousness. Right away, the first set of cards out seemed to perfectly reflect the element of “precursor to The Big Bang” that I was seeing with Anima Mundi and The Father.
At the very head of things, this looks like a direct reflection of what is or will be happening once that little star that is his soul decides to explode outward. The Anima Mundi card is described as, “all that is,” which goes back to Atum as well as the reference of planetary bodies. I’m also seeing this card as reflecting multiple, if not all layers of awareness and consciousness that would be in play through this burst. I’m also quite interested in The Father card here as there is that higher reflection of being the Crown in the Soul Body, the head or leader in that way, but also, this card came out in his section for the BTS Bias Breakdown reading which centered on the energy signature of the overall group and referenced his ability to access, occupy, navigate, and guide others through light and shadow, positive and negative, a full spectrum guide and teacher.
In addition to this, The Father was lying underneath Anima Mundi when it came out, very similar to something that was in the BTS Bias Breakdown reading, where The Father was laid over The Stone, at one point reflecting the idea of the tree having to grow through stone rather than soil. There is this culmination point felt here where the tree grows out of stone, but the Universe grows out of the tree. It’s quite elaborate in my mind the way that this looks, but it could almost be boiled down to the idea of chiseling the soul into something worthy of a level of worship like a marble statue treasured for hundreds, thousands, or even millions of years.
The sense of things being paused or frozen inside of a photograph of a single instance in time is reflected with the 555 card over the Beautiful card. Just as they are laid out in the image, 555, which reflects that element of stagnation of necessary and guided pause, was over Beautiful in such a way that it felt like we were seeing a paused video of a person just beginning to open their eyes and a flower just beginning to bloom. There’s also this very interesting flow between the cards that may be difficult to see, but the lines that flow over the 555 card flow directly into lines on the Beautiful card:
There’s this feeling, again, of the Beautiful image just starting to “wake up” or “bloom” and then the lines that form the images are almost sucked into an odd warped place within 555. On some level, it’s making me think of how blackhole simulations look where we can see light being pulled and bent around and into it. If I’m not mistaken, isn’t the whole idea of “the Universe is breathing” have to do with the idea that with The Big Bang everything exploded outward like an exhale and eventually things will be drawn back to the center point like an inhale, which presumably would be through the insane gravitational pull of a black hole that would suck everything into a singularity before exploding outward again??
And not to stroke my nostalgia boner here, but the reference to Beautiful, the flower blooming, and the idea of waking up being paused, is also making me think back to HYYH, the initial call for the soul group to come together again, and the idea of the revival period for both BTS and ARMY. As one would expect, it would start with Namjoon as the head or Crown of the soul body and the initial access point for downward integration from higher source energies.
The eye of Beautiful is also looking upward toward Magic which felt to be reflecting a separate layer, a lower layer of Anima Mundi. Anima Mundi feels like a view of a computer’s coding, all the 1s and 0s and whatnot, while Magic feels like what you would see on the screen while those codes are running. Magic is what we would see but Anima Mundi would be what is happening on a higher level.
Then, with Blessed, Universal Light, and The Star, there are these lines of light in all three images that move upward and downward, creating channels and conduits of these higher light sources, which, again, feels very relevant to Namjoon’s higher souls position as the Crown, the major conduit that reverberates down into millions of people. Going from Anima Mundi to Magic, Blessed, and then Universal Light feels like a process of transference or integration that is being carried down from what I would imagine being at least the 8th, 9th, or 10th Dimensional space, with Universal Light representing the space of 5D blueprints that are relevant to human consciousness itself.
If we follow that pattern, the 10th House card represents the 4D, elements of time and where systems of fate can be rooted in. With this being represented by the 10th House we have systems of higher standing, fame, power, and influence of the mass collective. Beautiful and 555, the space that is paused is the 3D, the physical and conscious space which carries into The Star and the Ace of Pentacles in a very interesting way. The Star is the star that I was seeing, marking here a point at which the star explodes. In a sense, what we would see when The Star activates would be the Ace of Pentacles. Essentially, while there is a multilayered process happening on a higher level, we may only experience the sense of The Star, a point of culmination, inspiration, or activation that would be very tangible to the soul group, followed by a physical release of something, which could be to do with music or some other physical conduit of these transmissions. This could reflect again the Wheel of Fortune/10 of Cups/Ace of Pentacles from the ARMY Outlook Reading for the progression into 2026.
Another reference to the element of pause was shown with the Universal Light and 10th House card, where there is a break in the integration or stream of this energy. Both cards are number 34, which together would add up to 7. On one level, this is very literal in the sense that as they are separated physically, the Soul Body remains separated which means these higher energies can not move down the system, creating this sense of pause or waiting for the breaking point. The separation of 7 into 3 and 4 also highlights a separation between the 3D and 4D, or physical and conscious reality from the perception of time, which brings me back to “this is only a moment.” There is a time warp here, which is also something that came up in the ARMY Outlook Reading concerning September and October of 2025.
When we condense everything, what we are left with is a transition from Anima Mundi, all that is, being reflected and handed out into something very physical and consciously perceivable in the Ace of Pentacles, through the members of BTS as the conscious and physical conduits of the Soul Body where Namjoon is the first to receive and initiate all that comes through.
MAIN READING
Core Energy: Vulture — Air
I don’t even know how to put into words all of what I’m seeing with this, but it connects back to so many different things on so many different levels — the Soul Body and soul group revival, the exodus period for the soul group, the higher purpose of the Soul Body in general with its influence on humanity, the elements of Namjoon’s soul group being centered on healing and light/shadow balance, the aspect of the energy being paused or held back, Namjoon sitting in receptivity as the first to receive and initiate these fluxes on a higher level. It just goes on and on. For the sake of you hopefully being able to catch the vibe here, I’ll include the full description of this card, but keep all of that stuff in mind:
“Vulture — Guardian and purifier, essential for rebalance, clarifies, reveals wisdom. The Vulture is perhaps the most misunderstood creature of all. This intriguing bird balances our ecosystem and prevents the spread of disease. It does the dirty work that no one else wants to do and cleans up our messes. The Vulture appears when there’s a situation that needs to be purified or brought back into balance. Remember, the Vulture is greatly undervalued… what you thought was a mistake or tragedy is a blessing in disguise.”
This card reminds me a lot of Death in the Rider-Waite deck and how I always remind people that Death, or the Grim Reaper, doesn’t show up to kill you, they show up to guide or clear out what has already died. In this sense, it brings into focus this idea of the time warp, a reality shift, and a sense of perception being distorted to conceptualize the idea that the point when something dies is still an element of Life itself, an event that is part of the life cycle, with the point afterward, the process of decay, being another process within the life cycle as what is being broken down is being taken in to build up something new or to sustain life further. In that regard, we come into a 4D thought space where there is no such thing as Life and Death, or the 3D idea of a beginning and an end, a finite experience, a wall at the edge of the Universe. Instead, we see simply a process of soul integration and soul disintegration — a point in which, from the soul’s perspective, you make your way in and then you make your way out. No start, no end, just a continuation of all that is. Mind you, the 3D human consciousness is the only space you can perceive time slowly enough that you can create a sense of Past and Future, with the singular momentary state of Present that is continuously being experienced. Once you vibrate out of the body, or in other words, when you die, you bump up into the 4D where time is no longer perceived slowly enough, or even at all, to where you can exist within time as if it were the ocean.
Basically, in the 3D, the human consciousness rules time and space, in the 4D time rules over space and lowkey doesn’t give a fuck about human consciousness, at least not until it’s back to the 5D where it belongs. Until then, when we die we can, if we’re still very connected to our human consciousness, experience a quite warped and out-of-place experience where, much like getting caught up in a storm-fueled wave, you can’t tell up from down, now from then, and so on.
We’re looking at something we’ve seen before with Namjoon where sometimes his soul, due to his position and purpose, just kind of falls into an odd stasis where his central being, his eternal existence itself is being used as a tool, a conduit, an incubator that, right now, is mirroring the idea of a black hole that has sucked in every single bit of reality and is about to spit it all back out in a completely new form. The concept of existing versus not existing, life versus death, and beginning versus ending, is challenged here in a way that I can’t figure out how to describe. It’s very Anima Mundi coded but focused more on the elements of integration and disintegration happening at the same time through him, through his core, through his soul.
Higher Self Core Alignment: Earthworm — Earth
There are layers to this one as well. First off, the visual of the Earthworm brought to mind the aspect of Namjoon being a conduit on pretty much every level, while, right now, there’s a kind of knot in the system that is meant to be there as, again, there’s a point of initiation that is planned and is being prepared for both by the Guides of BTS and the Guides of the millions of people who are in the soul group.
I was seeing the Earthworm here connect back to the Ace of Pentacles, specifically as if it is reflecting the network through which Anima Mundi would pass to be physically and consciously expressed as the Ace of Pentacles. I see this as being a reference to the system that would allow it to take root in the ground, in the Earth, and on some level become part of the ecosystem, become part of a constant charge or fertilizer in the soil that would help things to grow. This seems to have to do with the reverberations of higher frequency — the Soul Body’s frequency rises when it comes back together, triggering the ARMY soul group, which triggers the overall ARMY community, which ripples out into the mass collective, and essentially sinks into the soil from there. It’s creating a network of roots, a new root system, which brings me back to the tree in The Father.
In the same way that we see all the color locked in by the Earthworm’s body, Namjoon’s essence, and probably the essence of an entire civilization, is locked into that singularity, that star I was seeing. It’s contained for a reason, tucked away, and actively being stimulated, waiting for the moment when the knot is undone in the system, for the moment the Soul Body is back together, where it will then sort of “snap” into a straight line and, much like Universal Light, just shoot that energy straight down. It starts to feel like a booster shot for humanity.
As this is in the state of his Higher Self, or what his soul is actively trying to do with his core energy, it reflects the same kind of stasis or non-conscious state overall. The Higher Self isn’t necessarily trying to do anything as something is being done through it, it is a tool and a conduit for higher intention and Namjoon’s soul is a willing participant, a willing volunteer for this work, and has developed literally for what could be perceived as millions of years to function like this. How this would look on a conscious level… I’m not sure if it would look like anything as the same kind of “locked in” or guarded feeling would probably be present with him at least subconsciously to protect this overall system. There was a mention of preparation for protection in the ARMY Outlook reading that did reference The Star card, so that could be something that is already in play for Namjoon specifically as his soul is holding what we can just collectively refer to as Anima Mundi.
Water Alignment: Golden Egg — Spirit
Associated Chakra: Heart Chakra
Now, luckily, as we get into the individual alignments, the breakdown of the core energy, we’re sinking back down into the layers of consciousness which means things aren’t so wildly abstract, however, this damn Golden Egg here is reflecting a subconscious or unconscious element of the singularity star thing, but is showing yet another layer of it that is much closer to his conscious mind.
The Water Alignment acts as the most internal aspect of the core, the foundation of the core energy overall, and connects to aspects of emotional awareness and expression, creative inspiration and expression, and intuitive awareness and reception. With Namjoon, we’re getting a bit of that locked down, locked-in energy here with the idea of there being something of great significance inside the Golden Egg. Along with that, just as I was feeling with all of the stars in the energy signature reading and the singularity itself, the Golden Egg is humming. Both in terms of its energy and its meaning and reference, the Golden Egg hums.
The first thing that pops into my head with the Golden Egg is the reference to and use of it in Harry Potter where, In the Goblet of Fire I believe, Harry receives an egg that when opened sends out a piercing shriek. Only when he takes it into the bathroom and submerges it underwater is he able to hear a soft and sweetly sung voice give him instructions or a riddle for the next game they are playing. This is so unbelievably like that with the hum, a transmission that can’t be understood right now, but at some point will be clear to us in the same way that, eventually, all the characters would know what the next game was, but for Namjoon, if he “submerges himself” or connects upward to his subconscious mind, sits in receptivity, would be able to hear this hum. He would be the first to hear what it is saying or what energy is coming through. With it so close to the conscious mind, I imagine this would come through as creative inspiration that would then be put through expression. This also brings to mind the Ace of Swords and the 6 of Pentacles in the ARMY Outlook Reading, which represented something their Guides wanted to give them which would then be handed down to ARMY in some capacity, an idea, a message, a transmission, something to do with words and the mind.
In addition to all of this, the general meaning of the Golden Egg in this deck brings the focus back to the idea of Namjoon being in completely perfect alignment with his soul, but in a time when his soul is being utilized as a higher conduit and an incubator of sorts. It’s almost like if Namjoon were to dive inward right now, he would be able to feel the wall or the necessary separation, he would be able to feel the barriers but also possibly be able to work past them to a degree. On some level, with the description of this card, it almost feels like the Golden Egg is calling out to Namjoon and is inviting him to make that connection or to, in a backward motion, connect upward to make a conscious level connection rather than just waiting for it to trickle down to him. If I was giving him this reading directly, I don’t know if I would advise that, but I would mention it and tell him if he FEELS like it, he should, but if it feels to be a bit much, then for sure, just wait because this shit is going to hit at some point in the same way Anima Mundi will hit the Universe. It will hit either like the Ace of Swords, the Ace of Pentacles, or both, one bleeding into the other.
I will, however, definitely recommend those of you who feel yourselves to be, with certainty, a member of Namjoon’s soul group within the overall soul group that resides in ARMY, to connect with your Heart Chakra or center of your being through meditation as I think you may have some sort of “cosmic email” waiting for you to tap into. In the BTS Bias Breakdown reading, there were notes of the soul group mirroring levels of progression and riding the same waves of phases of integration and “upgrades.” It may be a good time to reconnect with yourself on a deeper level if you haven’t been lately.
For reference, I want to include the full description of this card for reflection as well:
“Golden Egg — message at the center of the heart, the unstruck sound — Within the Golden Egg lives a precious sound. Deep within that sound resides a message. The sound cannot be heard, nor the message discerned until we retreat from the noise of modern-day life. The magical essence of the Golden Egg needs warmth, quiet, and time to unfold. No rushing, pushing, or grasping. Find a place of deep and restful ease. Perhaps through yoga nidra or meditation. If you do not yet have a meditation practice, take some time for introspection or contemplation. When the mind begins to settle and the breath is calm, ask the question that weighs heaviest on your heart… staying open to any response you hear. Engaging with the energy of the Golden Egg is an advanced practice. It requires becoming intimate with our very essence and comfortable with vulnerability. When a feeling of tenderness or gratitude arises from deep within you, know that you are well on your way. Your chest may swell like you are seeing an old friend who’s been away for a long, long time. Listen to the message they’ve been waiting to tell you.
The subtle essence of the Golden Egg is nestled deep within the heart center at the fourth chakra. This chakra, called Anahata, is the home of the self or soul. By bringing the mind into this center we discover a portal to the most intimate and luminous space. It is said our inner guide sits there in deep meditation, waiting for us. Anahata translates as “the unstruck sound.””
Fire Alignment: Lion — Fire
The Fire Alignment is the aspect of the core where the inspired vision or emotional expression of the Water Alignment begins to turn into action or outward expression toward other people or just out into the world in general. This is the first port through which energy, expression, and essence can leave the individual and begin to register elsewhere. Here, Namjoon has the Lion, which is a very stable, highly developed Fire energy showing that this is both in alignment and balanced.
Following the same pattern of containment and focused stimulation, on a more conscious level, maybe more in the conscious and subconscious space, there is a deliberate restraint to his expression and output. It’s coming across as keeping his mouth shut, keeping his hands to himself, holding himself back in those ways, and with that it would suggest that he is experiencing some level of noticeable energetic flux or stimulation that he is consciously being mindful of. This very well could just be his excitement toward the end of his enlistment period, feeling quite happy and excited, possibly very inspired as he begins to imagine what things will be like when they’re all out and back together again, working both as solo artists and a group.
There is a very strong sense of maturity here as well, one that I’m seeing tiptoeing toward the next card in this deck which is the Elephant, the highest developed Fire energy in the deck. Again, it’s like he’s containing himself, but the second he can kind of “take off” the regal element, the well-behaved, cautious, and mindful suit — which could just be a matter of keeping himself together while he’s in the military, conducting himself more appropriately for the environment — he will burst outward into the Elephant, the highest simulated Fire energy, the highest and most clear projection of his energy, lining up with a more grounded and personal version of what we see with Anima Mundi.
Earth Alignment: Hawk — Air (rev.)
This is pretty interesting. This is the only reversed card in the reading and it sits at the point of external emergence here. The Earth Alignment is the point of physicality, where the energetic body meets the physical body, where the conscious mind meets the outside world, and can showcase the level of a person’s groundedness, connection to the Earth, and self-awareness. With a reversed Air energy here, there is a conscious level disconnect being demonstrated here, one that is registering as a very literal separation from communicative outlets, as in, he just ain’t talking very much right now, and is holding things in.
Just the same as the others, there is the containment, but here it feels more reflective of the knot in the Earthworm. Rather than this being in the Air Alignment, which would reflect exclusively a disconnect from other people, here, in the Earth Alignment, it is suggesting that he is disconnected from himself because of his disconnect from other people. This could be family, friends, the other members, or his sense of disconnect from his audience. I was seeing this reflecting the Lion though, in a way where he is not without himself, he is not so disconnected from himself that he has lost self-awareness or a sense of his identity, quite the contrary. Instead, what I see here, is a new identity having been formed, or a new sense of self that is cooking, or heating up, being stimulated, and he’s very deliberately holding it in here, but the Hawk would imply that there are plans to express it at some point.
There was also an interesting pattern that I noticed first in the way that the Hawk is an Air energy that carries Fire, which made me take note of its direct connection to the Lion or the Fire Alignment. I then looked at the book and realized that the Hawk is the second to last Air energy, coming before the Eagle, just as the Lion is the second to last Fire energy coming before the Elephant. They are both reflecting that “just about to burst but I’m gonna be chill about it” energy that Namjoon has going on on a million different levels.
With all of this, it is incredibly important to note the meaning of the Hawk on its own, and for that, I’ll include the full description because why not?
“Hawk — watchful, all-seeing, messenger of divinity, sees clearly, intuitive — The sharp eyes of the Hawk watch our every move. This keen-eyed bird has the ability to see every little detail as well as the bigger picture. When this card appears, fate has its eyes on you, and the winds are shifting. It is said that the hawk carries new upon its wings and is sent from divinity itself to deliver it. The message should not be taken lightly… though it may seem small or insignificant, it will eventually redirect your course.”
Like… is that not so unbelievably relevant to all this stuff that’s come out in just the first two readings that have been done for this countdown event? And it’s just sitting here in his conscious mind like it ain’t about to be the biggest deal ever.
Air Alignment: Fish — Water
The Air Alignment is the most externalized of the alignments as it is the point of meeting with other people and the conscious reception of the world around you. This alignment can show the state of the conscious level mind on a more superficial level, manner of communication, focus, and can sometimes reflect what is making its way into the Water Alignment from the outside. Here, Namjoon has the Fish, a Water energy that is coming through very clean and sharp, very different than how I usually see this card.
In a similar fashion to the Lion and the Hawk, there is a level of stimulation here that is almost too much to bear, a kind of excitement that can have your entire body tensing up involuntarily but with enough applied control you’re able to still your face and keep yourself from squealing. With such a clear rush of Water here in the Air Alignment, it can’t be counted as a misalignment and instead almost feels like an integration of Water in the Air Alignment. On some level, I see it as if the Fish is supposed to be in the Water Alignment, but was pushed out by the Golden Egg, almost like, since the higher subconscious can not fully connect to the higher unconscious, the soul, as it is busy doing it’s little incubation business, it just swam over and decided to sit in the Air Alignment since the Hawk is busy keeping its mouth shut temporarily in the Earth Alignment while Namjoon is physically separated from specific communicative outlets.
It’s like Namjoon is crazy receptive right now, but it would again register as inspiration rather than direct channeling or divine guidance, and with that, he’s getting quite antsy, very excited, probably thinking and overthinking, feeling and overfeeling everything, all within an effort to keep himself grounded and appropriate with the environment he is in.
The Fish, in general, is described as being quite restless as it is implied to be moving with the currents or, if in a bad state, fighting against the currents or being taken by them. There is a note in there about a change of focus, something I’m sure is to be attributed to the idea of fish having small attention spans, but here, it feels a lot like the Fish getting a glimpse of the stars or the singularity. Seeing it, feeling it, dreaming it, something of the sort stimulating this sense of infinity that is both exhilarating and probably a bit nerve-wracking. There is certainly a source of excitement being presented here, something he is seeing, whether it be within himself or something he is aware of outside of himself, something is getting this fish excited inside its fishbowl.
Side Note: I just remembered that Namjoon’s Past Life Reading, where there is a vivid description of his inner world at that time, mentions him being inside of a fishbowl-like structure, focused on the sky. I don’t know if it’s relevant, but it just popped into my head as I re-read that last line. Right now, even while the bowl is full of water and things are moving, he is still, on some level, “stuck inside” as he is limited to the restrictions of his enlistment as well as separation from his typical “currents” or daily flow within which he can properly work and express himself as he needs to.
The anticipation is clear even in the Fish’s description, emphasizing its love and need for movement. Really, it just feels like, while reading it, it’s relaying a level of craving that Namjoon may have, especially with the end of enlistment being so close, for his normal life, the flow, the release, the inspiration, and most importantly, the freedom. So you can see what I mean, I’ll include the description for this card as well:
“Fish — restlessness, change of focus, lost in the current, adaptable, travels well — The Fish loves to be subsumed in life’s current. Nothing pleases it more than movement, movement, and more movement. The roaming lifestyle of the Fish may be exhilarating for a while, but usually leads to weariness and slippery relationships. With all the possibilities out there in the vast waters, the Fish becomes lost without clear goals and intentions. Spend some time with the lunar forces, dear Fish, as the peace and calm of the moon will soothe your soul.”
MAIN READING WITH SPRINKLES!
Adding to the main reading, I included Sprinkles to get more clarity and context to Namjoon’s alignments here. Starting at the very center, over the Vulture, he has “not moving,” which seemed to bounce off the other pink Sprinkle over the Lion which says, “driving away.” This reflects and affirms the idea of his core energy kind of being at a standstill, but not in a way where he is stagnant or dropping frequency, but rather, he is stagnant the way one is stagnant inside a moving vehicle. His Fire Alignment, his energy in general, is highly stimulated, boiling without boiling over, expanding on itself internally, building up pressure within the confined space of the Vulture, preparing to burst out down the line.
The other pink Sprinkle lies over the Fish, connecting it directly to the Vulture with a warning of, “glass door ahead!” This Sprinkle is meant to warn of invisible barriers or unexpected obstacles that can turn into opportunities or access points, but here, in reference to the idea of the Fish being currently contained inside the fishbowl of Namjoon’s own mind, this is implying a doorway being opened very soon that will allow him to open up and express, to let the Fish swim more freely. On multiple levels, this is registering as a reference to the “bursting” of the star or Anima Mundi, Namjoon’s release from the military, and possibly the release or expression of ideas or thoughts/feelings he has had brewing in his head.
Connecting in an interesting diagonal pattern, those three pink Sprinkles relay the center as being motionless while two outwardly projected spaces, Air and Fire, are active and stimulating each other. Lining things up with the idea of someone being in a car, the Vulture, Lion, and Fish are all technically passengers, but they hold, on a higher level, representations of the navigation system or operator (Vulture), the gas or engine making the vehicle move (Lion), and the road itself, the outer current that the car is following (Fish.)
Then, at the very top, over the Earthworm there is a Sprinkle that says, “once that path has been cleared,” which I was then seeing trickle down into the “Love + Power” which connects it over to the Golden Egg. Over the Golden Egg, there is then a combination of Sprinkles stating “a place to remember” and “amazing night.” I was seeing these four Sprinkles being stirred together between the Earthworm and the Golden Egg, creating their little vortex of energy that was coming through as “when the path has been cleared between the higher Source, the soul, and the conscious mind, the highest frequencies of Love will move through the system and hatch the Golden Egg out into the world. When this happens, it will be an amazing, showstopping, night to remember.”
Following this, the Golden Egg suddenly seemed to be highlighting and projecting onto the yellow Sprinkle lying between the Vulture and the Fish which says, “put on your hat!” This is in reference to someone doing their job — putting on your hat, putting on your uniform, playing your designated role in something. Especially with the idea of Namjoon’s soul being the Crown of the Soul Body, it feels like the hatching of the Golden Egg could be lining up with the revival period of the Soul Body and the overall soul group.
Lastly, the remaining Sprinkles were quite odd and seemed to register on a completely different level than the rest, a more conscious level and externally oriented level which seemed to explain why Namjoon seems to be deliberately restraining himself and acting as “appropriately as possible.” A few different things were coming through but most of them seem personal and mostly don’t need to be explained in detail, the crossing of “very bad day,” and “who brought a gun?” over the bottom two cards, the Fire and Earth Alignments seem to suggest a betrayal or an unexpected issue within his personal life, most likely involving another person, which he then internalized with the “it’s about you,” over the Lion. The Lion’s level-headed maturity thing, regalness, and effort to be “appropriate” seem to be a compensatory effort to undo or operate against a situation where he may have been in the exact opposite state of mind or behavior. While this may have been a negative situation, it is showing here that it led to self-containment on a conscious level which inevitably put him in a direct alignment with his soul, a direct parallel to the containment that has put him in a better standing, the best standing he could be in at the moment.
With this, I was brought back again to the Vulture’s description, particularly the line that says, “Remember, the Vulture is greatly undervalued… what you thought was a mistake or tragedy is a blessing in disguise.”
And that’s all I have for this one, thank you so much for reading! :)